LIFE

...she said his love was the drug that kept her alive,yet he never caught her falling star.

....he said her words kept him going through pain,but months later the same love of his life broke him with her words.

....they said they were a couple brought together by the hands of destiny so death took over their lovely time.

...all she wanted was a father to run to,and a mother to teach her the ways of a mother but life came with a dagger and cut short her life without looking back.

...these things happen not because we expect them but because life is cruel.

So please love those who love you,respect those who desire you but are presently not what you want,pray for your family and always be positive because who knows what is next?
                    Manie cmarrio.

Sodom And Gomora

Dearest You,
This little secret of mine is probably a norm for some of you reading my story right this minute but to those of you who has no idea of the occurrence of such rendezvous in these recent time of ours........i must share.
As a young man,i set out on a journey to a neighboring country a few years ago to visit some friends. Prior to my visit,i had been told of the busy round the clock fun filled life my friends lived but I couldn't comprehend it until I saw things for myself (they exaggerated a lot though).
One adventure I can never forget though  will never repeat was my Sodom and Gomora experience (call me a coward or worse).
Sodom and Gomora according to my experience was a game that involved different males and females to dare one another to do the most erotic of things that you ordinarily will not do especially in your right frame of mind in the supposed sane world which will eventually lead to having either protected or unprotected random sex. Partakers initially objected and were made to drink a certain amount of liquor every time they refused a dare until everybody was mind blown and totally into the game.
At the time we were all intoxicated,we all went stake naked and we began having sex with one another until we were all exhausted (can't tell you how many girls I had sex with that night). Maybe I used protection at some point then I didn't,I wouldn't remember no matter how hard I try but I consider myself very lucky to have escaped STDS that could cost me my life. It was an experience that made me wonder why God loves this our generation so much he hasn't destroyed us like in the bible days.
I'm repentant now and I hope never to go back to been a part of such games irrespective of how fun it seemed at that time. My folks will be both disgusted and disappointed at my choice of friends and adventure if they ever found out, that's my DLS............what's yours?

Crazy Or Not Crazy

Hey,
Some friends consider me a crazy girl but I never thought or saw myself as one until I found myself taking weird actions when it comes to maintaining my own level of sanity pertaining to certain situations of my life.
When I say that maybe i'm crazy,it doesn't mean that I need a psychiatric attention , at least that's not how I see it. I consider me crazy in a fun kind of way as long as I can be publicly sane or feel good about myself after taking my weird actions..........LOL
A couple of years back,i met my ex-boyfriend who broke up with me recently. I loved him so much and honestly still do but can't believe there was a time I thought I could never have a life without him even when he cheated on me openly with other girls and disrespected me in so many ways, he even hit me a few times.
In the first 2years of the relationship,i was the perfect girlfriend who never cheated and did everything to please him including letting him have my virginity thinking that that will make me very special to him and will make him leave his numerous girls for me,little did I know that I was just fooling myself ,as me been special and most preferred was short lived when another girl came into the picture though he never let me go and I stayed because I believed he loved me and was just carried away by youthful exuberance so I chose to endure the humiliation and disrespect till he would grow up and realise that a girl like me doesn't come by everyday but of course that day never came.
I was loved by all his friends and soon one of them who only visited once in a while became my confidant. We became really close and I decided to have an affair with him and I feel no quilt for this as my so called boyfriend had been sleeping with at least two of my colleagues. I dated his friend for another one year while I was still with my boyfriend and when he eventually realised I had been sleeping with his friend, he almost cried out his eyes and he wanted to die of shock and the humiliation I was putting him true as he had become an object of ridicule among his friends......looool
I felt and still feel no remorse for what I did to him,it felt really  good to finally pay him back with his own coins. I'm not openly proud of what I did but when friends and frenemies talk about it (judging and ranting), I feel no shame. I broke up with his friend after he had broken up with me but they are both still my friend. 
I'm not telling you to be like me and I don't think i'll do that if I have the opportunity to relive that moment but crazy or not,live your life and do what makes YOU happy. Remember..............YOLO *wink*

P.S - They both want me back and they both claim they are for real this time but i'm moving on (good ridd

ance to bad rubbish).